I died.

Just recently, in fact. I think it was... Twenty...Five[?] Hours ago now? Not sure, just around 7pm Central Time yesterday. How ever long ago it was, I died. I was dead, and now I'm not.

I don't know why or how I came back, so don't even bother asking. There are a million different reasons, and I'll tell you when I find out the real one.

But I bet your wondering how I died, right? Well, to tell you the truth... It was either the bottle of pills I took or the fall right after that that killed me. Yea, I know the pills was a dumb thing to do. But the fall wasn't really my fault.

I was in a tree, hiding. I was fed up with everyone so I grabbed a nearby bottle --which I thought was my soda-- and ran to a nearby tree. In a park a few blocks away. But I was up there, and I looked at the bottle and I almost had a fit because I grabbed pills, not my soda. So I decided "Why Not? Right?" Well, I took a few too many and I lost my grip on the tree.

Not good because on my way down, I hit my head on one of the branches and blacked out immedently. I woke up, a dull stinging on the back of my head, on the ground, people were every where. I tried to tell them that I was okay, and to get away. But they didn't. And I tried to move my hand to push them away, and all I could do was twitch my hand. Not good just went to worse.

Well, I've gained most of my control and I can now type! Not fast, and not well, but I can still type. But I can't really move much else, so I can't really talk or any thing.

Because of all this, I decided to start a new blog for the story of my undead life. Check it out. Oh, and there's another blog out there alot like the same, but I don't think I should tell you.

ONE LAST THING BEFORE YOU QUIT LISTENING! I would suggest reading Generation Dead. A book by Daniel Waters. It's good and gives a good idea of what happened to me during my 'black out' phase..

Science Class.

I'm currently in Science class right now... Pretty boring seeing as I'v finished and we have two[?] days left to work on a project. I should really slow down on the computer.. Hmm..

Nothing seems to have gone wrong recently other then my friend has "Broken up" with me. Well, I "Broke up" with her. But recently she asked to be my friend again and I couldn't say no. I was really upset with her and so I just said "Sure."

Have you ever not wanted something as much as you wanted it? It's really confuzing.

Lets see if I can get on Gaia from School?!

wow...

this is amazing! nothing bad has happened since i last posted!! (knock on wood!)

wow, this is great, what has it been, ten days???
alls well that ends well i guess!

[rolling eyes]

okay, everyone wants me to stay off my knee, but seriously people, im just fine!!!!

well, i needed to complain about that a little bit. i now only have 2 things to say.
1:
i have a sister, shes younger then me, but im scared [and if you tell anyone i will deny it to the grave]. its hard to think about it, but what will happen to her when she grows up. shes irresponsible, loud, obnoxious, dosnt listen to what anyone or anything says, and thinks the world revolves around her. my parents think its just a stage, but i dont think so, shes been acting like this scince i can remember... ugh.



2:
im writing a book! its called remembering and one of my friends is helping me write it... i'll post my chapters in another blog for you to read... tell me if you like it. so far i have only typed chapters 1-4 but i have 6 and 1/2 written, but my editor and jade keep stealing it. i dont believe it [im being sarcastic].

my knee...

hurts. really bad. but i just took the medicen thats supposed to fix that. i had my surgery yesterday, thats why it hurts so bad. and its driving me nuts. i cant walk, i cant bring things to my own room because its downstairs, my back hurts because i got the epidural(the numbing from the waist down).

ugh...

lets look on the bright side! i get to miss school for almost a whole week. i dont have anyhomework because i got it done earlier (i got it on friday), and then i get all the attention because i had surgery... i dont like attention, so im going nuts...

im not a very happy camper today... rawer.

I know im not alone, quit telling me that!!! #>.<#

ok, i now know a few people who think i just whine alot on here. i do not! and if i did, they dont have to read it if they dont want to! this is just the only way for me to tell whats going on in my life, get answers and move on- without the guidence office yelling at me!

sorry, had to get that off my chest. but they dont even know whats happend in my past to make me like this.so if your going to comment, try to at least be polite, and not "your not alone, stop whining".

and if you do post that, i dont care, im not going to stop doing what im doing. ok? this is keeping me on the sane side of my mind.

why cant i sleep?

im tired. dead on my feet. but not tired mentally.ugh. *rolls eyes*


has any one heard the song, i'm just a kid ?:


well thats kinda how my life is seeming right now. *sigh*

does anyone have a way to go mentally brain dead? that doesnt include drugs (yes that includes you katy...-.-)