13 December, 2007

Jade

Jade thinks no one cares (she's my bffeae(best friend for ever and ever)if you don't know that). and she keeps writing poems about suicide and cutting, and other really really depressing stuff. i don't get it. she knows she can trust me with any thing. yet she bottles it all up until she can't handle it. she said she's already tried to commit. i don't know why she would do this. everyone loves her! yet she says everyone wants her dead or doesn't care. tomorrow i'm going to request to go see ms. scherrel( i don't know how to spell that ladies name!!). i don't want Jade to go away. yet i can't talk to her about this. and i can't talk to friends. but i'm going to have issues talking to the councilors 'cuz they don't want me in their. if your reading this please give advise. thank you

-dvn

11 December, 2007

BOYS!!!

ugh, I can't stand most boys, they're dumb, they don't have a sense of humor-which isn't always bad-, and they make you feel bad about yourself,
there's this one guy, i liked him, and i think he still likes me, but he won't ask me out, and i don't get it, , but to day in English class(ILA) every time i had to borrow a marker,, he's all like *give me a complement first* and I'm like *NO* then he's like, *then no markers!* then I'm like, *fine,*since i really really needed the markers *nice-* and before i can say any more, he is blushing as red as his ears and just hands me the markers!!! i don't get it!! if someone can explain this to me please do!!! ,,,, I wish i had a boyfriend like Fang, he's so mysterious, and strong, and unafraid, so emotionless, it would make me feel safe if i just KNEW a boy like that.. oh how i wish...:'(

good ridance (time of your life) green day

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road

Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go

So make the best of this test and don't ask why

It's not a question but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictableBut in the end is right

I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind

Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time

Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial

For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictableBut in the end is right

I hope you had the time of your lifeIt's something unpredictable

But in the end is rightI hope you had the time of your life

It's something unpredictable

But in the end is right

I hope you had the time of your life