BOYS!!!

ugh, I can't stand most boys, they're dumb, they don't have a sense of humor-which isn't always bad-, and they make you feel bad about yourself,
there's this one guy, i liked him, and i think he still likes me, but he won't ask me out, and i don't get it, , but to day in English class(ILA) every time i had to borrow a marker,, he's all like *give me a complement first* and I'm like *NO* then he's like, *then no markers!* then I'm like, *fine,*since i really really needed the markers *nice-* and before i can say any more, he is blushing as red as his ears and just hands me the markers!!! i don't get it!! if someone can explain this to me please do!!! ,,,, I wish i had a boyfriend like Fang, he's so mysterious, and strong, and unafraid, so emotionless, it would make me feel safe if i just KNEW a boy like that.. oh how i wish...:'(